Dem Boyz

Dem boyz be starin’ when I walk down that hallway

Dem boyz be checkin’ me out

Dem boyz be callin’ me

But I don’t care

Cause boyz only gonna break your heart

None of them are worth your trust

I’m sick and tired of dem boyz

Forget dem boyz, I’m looking for a man

One of dem boyz I’ve always been attracted to, he looks me up, and he looks me down, tracing the lines of my figure. Admiration smoldering in his dark eyes.

It made my heart jump

“You must be good.”

“What do you mean?”

“Just everything. You look great from your head to your feet and back up again you look really good.”

“Yeah well that’s what happens when you get stuck in the gym using leg weights for a month.”

“Still, need to get bigger. If you put on a couple pounds you’d have anything you want.”

I let him have it.

One of the benefits of a tough life, is I don’t take nonsense from no one kk.

I’d already be with him cause I have a huge crush on him, but I am focused on me and taking my life back. When I get more of my life to give, I’ll be able to nurture a relationship. Until I can unbreak myself I’m not adding one of dem boyz into this. Dem boyz could never take the pressure.20170106_065347

You boyz got something to learn. I don’t need you. I don’t want you. Get over yoselves y’all, cause news flash nobody cerr whatcha do. I got my own life to live and I am doing it my way. If you get with me it’s cause I let you be there and there’s a line of dem boyz I could replace you with.

Watch me, boyz, I leave you in the dust.

When I get myself together, Imma find me a real man.

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